tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-71229025733631579992024-02-20T15:16:28.032-08:00Janxybaby*s BlogPoetry oozes from my soul and demands to be released. So here it is ;+)Janxybaby*s Bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16737076611159876062noreply@blogger.comBlogger15125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7122902573363157999.post-35274069538331474132012-12-02T14:17:00.000-08:002012-12-02T14:17:10.350-08:00Tiny Happiness<br />
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<span style="font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">The hustle
and bustle, you’re unconsciously lurching <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">The angels
may touch you but you ignore them while searching<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">Looking for
nothing….. In particular<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">Your focus
is determined, machinelike and vehicular<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">Your mind is
flooded with images of unfounded queries<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">Instead of investigating,
you simply accept these theories<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">Your dreams
are shaded in hues of monochromatic<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">Your colors
have faded; you are now less dramatic<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">You’ve been
downgraded but you’re still emphatic and erratic<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">Where is
this happiness that was promised in abundance?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">Habitual
crappiness is becoming redundant <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">And the
smell is so pungent<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">Your inner
voice is permanently stunted<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">Like growth
that no longer spurts<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">Your mind is
irreversibly cursed, so selfish; me first<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">Happiness is
tiny, minute; often overlooked<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">You assumed
it’d be shiny, astute an open book<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">Sometimes
happiness dwells deep within<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large; line-height: 115%;">Not
outwardly shining<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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advice, as you begin introspectively climbing</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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Janxybaby*s Bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16737076611159876062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7122902573363157999.post-41304996020114333142012-12-02T14:15:00.000-08:002012-12-02T14:15:17.316-08:00Fallen Canary (For Whitney Houston)<br />
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Your voice was contrary to your physical being<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;">It was a treasure beyond extraordinary means<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;">You were the canary who sang in people’s dreams<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;">You were the canary who knew how to sing<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;">You had a talent that only a canary could carry<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Gliding in the skies only landing when necessary<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;">The notes that you carried, could be confused with
fairies<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;">You stumbled during flight and your landings were
scary<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;">We waited for the return of our legendary canary<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Waited days, months slowly feeling weary<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;">You were the canary who enraptured our attention<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Sailing through the skies, singing wonderfully
without redemption<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;">You were our winged beauty, occasionally stopping to
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Before soaring again, stretching your vocal cords<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;">And Lord knows how they flexed<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Keeping us captivated, in awe, baited breath<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Then one day without warning, you abruptly left<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Transcending out of your flesh<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Your wings are now shimmer flecked <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Still singing like a harp being strummed ever so
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;">You’re now an angelic being, beyond the skies living
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Worldly actions for you were costly<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;">We do miss you dearly<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Forever in our hearts; our canary<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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Janxybaby*s Bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16737076611159876062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7122902573363157999.post-71880874427726750332012-12-02T14:13:00.001-08:002012-12-02T14:13:57.572-08:00Invisible Admirer<br />
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">He’s
considered a lurker, eavesdropping on my echoes<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Memorizing
my words, a sexy grinned smirker<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Indexing my
reflections, just a text book flirter<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">I see his hushed
shadows<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Peeked
through his brash<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Heart shaped
lips, leaking Freudian slips <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Then he
grasps invisibly around my hips<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">I can’t
break his imaginary grip<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">I whispered
in his ear my one wish…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Charms
working like a comfortable saddle<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">He coaxed me
up his stream without a paddle<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Soothing words
and gazing eyes were used as his shrapnel<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Permanently
haunting my daydreams like a tattoo <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Such an excellent listener<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Hope that translates
into an extraordinary kisser<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Spiraling
into my life like a powerful twister<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">I can no
longer ignore you, Mr.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Mr. Admirer,
words billow from your mouth like a choir<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Gripping my
pillow, chockfull of desire, take me …..control me<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Be my
vampire<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Masquerading
in silhouette, to the naked eye, we have already met<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">But that is
still a dream, not a possibility yet.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Janxybaby*s Bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16737076611159876062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7122902573363157999.post-37119228662872566042012-12-02T14:12:00.000-08:002012-12-02T14:12:44.935-08:00Life of My Party<br />
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Dissected wardrobe, my closet’s a blur</div>
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Nothing stands out, nothing’s superb</div>
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To wear to our shindig, that’s starting at nine</div>
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But inside I’m rockets and missiles</div>
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Finger nails polished, not my favorite thing</div>
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I hate the smell and sometimes it stains</div>
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Those facts are ignored as I lint brush my skirt</div>
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Wearing the best threads my money could afford</div>
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My pockets slightly hurt</div>
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Will he notice how painstakingly I prepped?</div>
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Flower lotus bomb waiting on his steps?</div>
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He ignites my internal nuclear thermal</div>
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Electrocuting nerve ends</div>
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Janxybaby*s Bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16737076611159876062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7122902573363157999.post-19732728497341237462012-12-02T14:11:00.000-08:002012-12-02T14:11:21.628-08:00Queen of Clouds<br />
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">They gather
around; timidly peeking<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">For a
glimpse of her crown<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Is it resting
high and round? <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Or
disheveled, leaning down?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">What is her
mood this evening? <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Quiet and
collected?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Or is she
restless…. agitated…seething?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">The Queen is
discernible<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">But the
clouds are in varying hues of grey<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Is the Queen
feeling vulnerable?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Prepping for a watery display?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Of ash
colored clouds and torrential rains<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Thunder
clapping so loud, children hides in disdain<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">We truly
don’t know, but just in case she puts on a show<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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are handy….since she’s the consummate dandy<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Swaying
either way, dainty and pretty <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Then gruff
and gritty the following day<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">The Queen is
complex, cunning and shrewd<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Wears her
heart on her sleeve<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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emotionally nude<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">So it’s best
not to be rude<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">She induces
clouds that smother the sun out of the skies<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Such a
passionate lover, puppeteering the rain as her cries<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Down pouring
for days on end, just to stop and start the cycle all over again<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Our harvests
will suffer because of the folly of men<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Who chose
not to love her or shunned her affections<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">The Queen of
Clouds doesn’t respond well to rejections<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">She’ll take
away the sun and cloak the skies in greys<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Like the
beating of a drum, her thunder echoes down like caves<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">She frowns
upon being betrayed or being a pawn in a charade<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Just leave
her alone, so we can see better days<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Janxybaby*s Bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16737076611159876062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7122902573363157999.post-3454633057993507772012-06-01T18:33:00.001-07:002012-06-01T18:33:23.102-07:00Heights<br />
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No more wolves in sheep’s clothing</div>
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The door was closing when you arrived</div>
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We live parallel lives but predicting alternate tastes</div>
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I’m on your carousel ride; Zen reins our mind states</div>
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You sedated my worries, I am no longer anxious</div>
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We fell in love in a hurry but our whole future awaits us</div>
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So I leapt off the ledge, descending full throttle</div>
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While violins play in my head; cuz no one loves you like I
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My heart was once hidden but you located a path</div>
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My trust, unforgiving but you unbroken the glass</div>
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The heights that I’d climb, just to get to your mountain</div>
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They say love takes its time but I must drink from your
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To merely sip your elixir…….just to bask in your presence</div>
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Taste your love like its liquor, a drunken stupor of
reverence</div>
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These are the heights that my soul soars for you</div>
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Letting go of the frights just believing love is true.</div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I am the hamster rolling along the proverbial circle</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> Burning energy, reds,
fuchsias, oranges and purples</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">My future is a light bulb lit on fire with ambition</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The ladder to success is stymied by cumulus clouds</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Someway somehow, I’ve got to pierce the veil beyond the
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I don’t want to talk….and definitely don’t want to listen </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Avoiding, evading</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Ducking the limelight, blissfully fading</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Sporadically caring….it sputters, turning grey</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Feelings might return, if they have something</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> St. Augustine and
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Not sure why they do, since both are anointed and divine</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I’d rather they’d recline and just sip some vintage wines</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Not revisiting ancient crimes that have altered mankind……..</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I live in my mind and my mind is where I live</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But you don’t understand me, scratch your head from what
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">My mirror reflects a question mark, a distorted image, a
lifeless spark</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Self esteem waving hi to a familiar face underneath the guise</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I wipe the mirror back and forth</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Searching for myself within the fog</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Where’s my ambition lit by torch?</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It’s somewhere congested, stifled, clogged</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Then I remembered that the mirror has two faces</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Like the Gemini that I am, with one mind sharing spaces</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">My appetite renders tasteless as I wander with slower paces</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Destination unknown, dropping the mirror to tie my laces.</span></div>
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</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">When the sun was at its peak </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">And the clouds were all dispersed</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">You stole my heart just like a thief would steal an elderly woman’s purse</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I gifted you my flower while my petals were in full bloom</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">But you overwhelmed me with power</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Stopping the sun from reaching the room</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">My flower was happy and healthy, gently swaying in the wind</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Until your fingers came along and plucked me</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Instead of caressing, you made me bend</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">But my flower still had some dignity</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I hoisted myself into the sky</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Despite the arrogant seeds that you dropped in me</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I still found the oxygen I need to survive</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I was an innocent flower</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Looking pretty and modest and such</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">But you smothered me with rain showers</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Destroying my roots, it was just too much</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Now I’m just a fading flower</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Half alive but not quite dead</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">My petals are wilting by the hour</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">From the harsh words that you said</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">The beautiful thing about being a flower</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Is that next spring I will grow again…..</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Spirals of recollections are spinning through my brain</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I put my thoughts in different sections</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">But they still spell out your name</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I point then you point, I object your every word</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">To understand it from my viewpoint, to you it seems absurd</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Your voice can carry loudly, as if firecrackers are going off</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">My feelings are getting cloudy; the bright sunshine is getting sparse</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Throwing heavy gauntlets they’re caving through my soul</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Wondering…. do I really want this? New love, that’s quickly turning old?</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Depression is your best friend; you understand it in many ways</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Now it’s time I should step in… to pull you out your negative daze</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Throwing heavy gauntlets, the kind that scrapes at your core</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Wondering …do I really want this? New love, that’s letting out its roar?</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I crawl across your battlefield bruised and feeling weak</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Not sure how much my heart can shield or control its fragile beat</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Throwing heavy gauntlets aiming at my chest, asking, do I really want this?</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Maybe we should give it a rest. </span></div>Janxybaby*s Bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16737076611159876062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7122902573363157999.post-57072046313287004942011-11-18T19:53:00.000-08:002011-11-18T19:53:46.840-08:00Impressions Part I<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">His first impression lasted only a few short seconds</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I rolled my eyes, prompting his switch in directions</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I summoned my manners and nonchalantly apologized</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Turning up my charms, somehow disarmed his disguise</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">He sauntered back confidently, with an erect stride</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I observed him succinctly, designer shoes to sparkling eyes</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">His fragrance was flagrant as it percolated about</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I sniffed in amazement, because his aroma was brazen</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">It awoken something in me that was hidden and latent</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">We small talked at first, just the basic chit chatting</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Soon we became engrossed, his intrepidation was slacking</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">He walked me to my doorstep, not caring if I was married or kept</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Giving me utmost respect, my apprehension abruptly left</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">His demeanor, Shakespearian</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Not the average fish in the aquarium</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I’m a dreamer, bordering delirium</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">He’s a fact finder, oh so contrarian</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Fast forward: <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>now we’re lounging on the floor</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Horizontally opposite, my feet facing the bedroom door</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">We continued commentary from the week before, then</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt; tab-stops: 5.0in;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Abruptly his back chasmed my hands volunteered to explore</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt; tab-stops: 5.0in;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">As I was working on his spasm, he started to subconsciously relax</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt; tab-stops: 5.0in;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I’m sure he never fathomed his resistance would collapse</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt; tab-stops: 5.0in;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"></span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">His wall left ajar, exposing remnants of his emotional scars</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt; tab-stops: 5.0in;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Could I piece together the shards? Or just let him strum his damaged guitar?</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt; tab-stops: 5.0in;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">These were the impressions left after just a few brief sessions</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt; tab-stops: 5.0in;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">It’s way too early to dissect the meanings or its lessons</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt; tab-stops: 5.0in;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">But this short time knowing him has been a blessing</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt; tab-stops: 5.0in;"><br />
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</div>Janxybaby*s Bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16737076611159876062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7122902573363157999.post-80747008349501756182011-07-23T08:37:00.001-07:002011-07-23T08:37:58.989-07:00Aftermath Fiasco<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Simple enough, very straight forward…. it’s a no brainer</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">We conspired to break our lust out of its stifling container</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Your derogatory ways</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Persuaded my body into a purgatorious daze</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">So the day finally came… literally </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I finally realized an epiphany</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">When the soundtrack of our lust played vividly</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Your sweat beads glisten all glittery</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But then the water balloon bust wide open</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Word got around about our touching and groping</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">But our neatly laid plans made months in advance</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Very meticulously…never in an avalanche</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Were broken like a lightning struck branch</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I was shocked out of my lust filled trance</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Fuck, I might not get a second chance</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">But it’s the aftermath, the happenings afterwards</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">That leave me ass backwards, wanting to recalibrate my words</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Now the Well is poisoned too many chemicals and whispers </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Nosy neighbors and their sisters…. I wish they all break out in blisters….</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Feelings are simple things with simple needs, very similar to plants or flowers</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">It takes time and patience to grow them but some instances, they sprang up from nowhere</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">And sometimes even with your best effort they don’t grow at all</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">But in most circumstances if you nurture and feed them</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">With the right blend of timing and attention feelings will grow</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">And sprout long tentacles that envelope your thought process</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">They can grow so heavy that they lean on your cerebral cortex</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Making you believe things you once thought was impossible</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Feelings don’t care who feeds them, they don’t care who nurtures them either</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">They do their own thing with no rhyme or reason</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Unlike flowers or plants that come with instructions, feelings don’t come with any directions</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">And even if they did come with a manual that you read carefully from front to back</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">There’s still a good chance that those feelings can betray you like a loyal pet</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Feelings can spurn, manipulate or soothe you</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"></span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Depending on the person they decide to permeate </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Similar to a rose, feelings can be beautiful but with thorns that prick when they decide to leave you</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Feelings don’t care about wrong or right, they just grow wherever they see fit</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">And if you’re lucky enough, they will grow for somebody worth loving</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><br />
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</div>Janxybaby*s Bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16737076611159876062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7122902573363157999.post-66864275524513593972011-07-12T17:48:00.000-07:002011-07-12T17:48:18.280-07:00We Share<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><strong>Let’s strategize and divide him</strong></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><strong>Get the hard stuff out the way</strong></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><strong>Let’s not scrutinize or chide him</strong></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><strong>We need to figure out our days…</strong></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><strong>You can have his heart</strong></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><strong>And I’ll control his soul</strong></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><strong>You’re getting his most vulnerable part</strong></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><strong><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">But at least his soul, I can still mold</span></strong></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><strong>His eyes remain with me</strong></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><strong>And I’ll begrudgingly give you his lips</strong></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><strong>We’ll invite you over for tea</strong></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><strong>.... 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</strong></div>Janxybaby*s Bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16737076611159876062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7122902573363157999.post-12239604400141228832011-07-12T17:47:00.000-07:002011-07-12T17:47:36.508-07:00Quit You (incomplete)<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">I really wish I knew how to quit you</span></b></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">You’re like gum on the bottom of my shoe</span></b></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">If you sneezed I’d bless you</span></b></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">And let your sneeze blow through the breeze</span></b></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">And wound up at the Zoo</span></b></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">Where the animals lounge</span></b></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">Keeping their love locked down</span></b></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">Like me and you</span></b></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">You’re way worse than a bad habit</span></b></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">Your <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>manly parts are a curse</span></b></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">That cause mad damage</span></b></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">The way I’m feeling is disgusting</span></b></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">But this young man has me lusting</span></b></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">Because my guts he’s consistently busting</span></b></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">Like a bubble</span></b></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">He’s three steps past trouble</span></b></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", "serif"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">He clears my whole area out with his a shovel</span></b></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><br />
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