Aftermath Fiasco

Simple enough, very straight forward…. it’s a no brainer

We conspired to break our lust out of its stifling container

Your derogatory ways

 Persuaded my body into a purgatorious daze

So the day finally came… literally

 I finally realized an epiphany

When the soundtrack of our lust played vividly

Your sweat beads glisten all glittery

 But then the water balloon bust wide open

Word got around about our touching and groping

But our neatly laid plans made months in advance

Very meticulously…never in an avalanche

Were broken like a lightning struck branch

I was shocked out of my lust filled trance

Fuck, I might not get a second chance

But it’s the aftermath, the happenings afterwards

That leave me ass backwards, wanting to recalibrate my words

Now the Well is poisoned too many chemicals and whispers

Nosy neighbors and their sisters…. I wish they all break out in blisters….

Feelings

Feelings are simple things with simple needs, very similar to plants or flowers

It takes time and patience to grow them but some instances, they sprang up from nowhere

And sometimes even with your best effort they don’t grow at all

But in most circumstances if you nurture and feed them

With the right blend of timing and attention feelings will grow

And sprout long tentacles that envelope your thought process

They can grow so heavy that they lean on your cerebral cortex

Making you believe things you once thought was impossible

Feelings don’t care who feeds them, they don’t care who nurtures them either

They do their own thing with no rhyme or reason

Unlike flowers or plants that come with instructions, feelings don’t come with any directions

And even if they did come with a manual that you read carefully from front to back

There’s still a good chance that those feelings can betray you like a loyal pet

Feelings can spurn, manipulate or soothe you

 Depending on the person they decide to permeate

Similar to a rose, feelings can be beautiful but with thorns that prick when they decide to leave you

Feelings don’t care about wrong or right, they just grow wherever they see fit

And if you’re lucky enough, they will grow for somebody worth loving

Erase Me

Release me from your thoughts, slowly rewind me out of your life

I’d gladly cover all costs… I’m only asking that you do what’s right

Eradicate my trace and burn me from your memory

Forget the outline of my face, think of me as a bitter enemy

Because

Whenever we’re together; my heart beats in lullabies

We transcend into a single sphere then morph into butterflies

And together we shed our fears… promising each other just one more try

Then rose petals descend like rain, critiques of your shortcomings

Begin to wane….

I forget all your past transgressions, and once again you’re my ball and chain

This is why you must erase me

And have no repentance on my existence

Even pretend that you hate me…. make eternal banishment my sentence

Please unravel our entangled heart strings, reduce the radar on your love’s wide range

I know this all sounds quite strange….. But erase me

Just find another to replace me.

We Share

Let’s strategize and divide him

Get the hard stuff out the way

Let’s not scrutinize or chide him

We need to figure out our days…

You can have his heart

And I’ll control his soul

You’re getting his most vulnerable part

 But at least his soul, I can still mold

His eyes remain with me

And I’ll begrudgingly give you his lips

We’ll invite you over for tea

.... I’ll look away when you give him a kiss

You can have his chest

And I will take his shoulders

We’ll quarrel over his flesh

Because his skin feels like butter when smoldered

Since I have his soul, it’s only right that I keep his mind

You might think I am cold, but you get his face

And the nigga is fine

I don’t care about his outer

You can actually have all his physical features

Because his personality screams louder

Than a blown out house party speaker

They say that women are catty

And can never agree on a plan

But us two women are a bit batty and

Happen to love the same exact man

I won’t hold that against you

And I hope that you won’t either

Our feelings are placed in full view

And our man is the special guest speaker

We are just his zombies and we follow his every command

He's standing right beside me and you have his other hand.

Quit You (incomplete)

I really wish I knew how to quit you

You’re like gum on the bottom of my shoe

If you sneezed I’d bless you

And let your sneeze blow through the breeze

And wound up at the Zoo

Where the animals lounge

Keeping their love locked down

Like me and you

You’re way worse than a bad habit

Your  manly parts are a curse

That cause mad damage

The way I’m feeling is disgusting

But this young man has me lusting

Because my guts he’s consistently busting

Like a bubble

He’s three steps past trouble

He clears my whole area out with his a shovel